I am sad. I really really miss my life. Like...right now I feel stuck in this sort of limbo land of life. I need to keep my parents, my friends, my boyfriend happy to make myself happy but the other things that I need to do to make me happy are getting neglected. Yesterday someone asked me where my comfort zone was and my first thought was nature. I need to get back to the forest. To stalk, to hunt, to kill. To play, to frolic, to be. I need these things now more than ever but I doubt they will come. In two weeks I am going t Disneyland...That will help immensely but...it won't fix it. Disneyland will at least save the child in me...as for the rest, I don't know. Seeing my best friend and cuddling will save another part of me and the same with my boyfriends gaze but this amazon feels trapped. Like caging a mustang mare, I am scared and oppressed and I need to save myself.
But I have a question...How many claps are willing to give to save this Tink??